Trying to figure out my next move has me paralyzed. Whenever a change is making itself manifest in my life, I am always faced with the same questions. Do I stay or do I go? Staying is easy, except for the house hunting/apartment finding. Going? Go where? Do what? If I jump ship now, I'd be a fast sinker. I keep telling myself not to abandon ship until I have a life preserver or a life boat. Or a deserted island close enough to swim to.